I know it's already the 1st of February....but hey, happy new year!
Let's see.
My life is definitely not going how I planned it to. It's all due to my laziness and procrastination and all these DISTRACTIONS. Since O levels are over and I know what I'll be doing in the next 3 years, I wonder if I'll ever take matters into my own hands. I keep questioning myself from time to time: "Why didn't I start studying earlier?" and "Why are you such a lazy arse?"
I definitely knew what course I wanted ever since I was in primary school, which is mass comm. Heck, I knew how difficult it was to even ENTER that course since it's so popular amongst us teenagers. As years passed by, I started becoming complacent and thought: "Huh. I can sprint at the final stretch." I mean, I did study for my Os but at one point during the exams, I literally felt like giving up. Which I did, especially for science and POA.
At this point in time, I reconsidered all my options and decided to opt for culinary as my first few choices. I love baking and I do have experience in food & nutrition.
Imagine my disappointment when I found out that I missed that course by a mere point.
So here I am, hoping that the course they posted me to wouldn't be another reason to hate life.
Wish me luck x
