Tuesday

Well...you obviously don't give a shit about me. Why am I even bothering. Why am I even affected by this? As always, I'll just blame it on my raging hormones. It's all part of growing up.

It sucks how I have such great expectations of people I just met and at the end of the day, I'll just be a disappointed potato. It's ok though, all's well. I'll learn to accept things the way they are now.

Confused

I'm not sure as to whether I like you or not. I don't know why I feel so jealous whenever it happens, but I just am. Life of a teenager with raging hormones.
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This week's been tolerable. We got to paint, that was pretty exciting.
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Tomorrow's Mother's Day. I hope you're doing well up there, Mama. I really wish I have some memories of you. I love you.

Poly

It's so weird to know that I'm in poly already....TIME FLIES. One of my emo nemo days today sigh. I feel so bad for not being a reliable friend. Or maybe I'm just confused about what's going on in my life. Am I being too selfish? Hopefully not.

The first 2 weeks of school has been fine. My classmates are wonderful people and I hope that we'll stay as bonded as we already are at the moment. Poly is completely different from what I imagined it'd be like...much better to tell ya the truth. I thought that I'd be a loner in school, since I'm socially awkward and all. Thank God I met people who seem okay with my awkwardness and make me feel so welcomed in school.

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I hope you'll open up to me soon. Sorry I'm such an emotional beeyatch.