Highway to Hell

♥ yesterday


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Today was fraking miserable.
I kept going in and out of the house cos i couldn't stand staying at home for 5 minutes.
Watched some strangers walking past me (wow that sounds psychotic)
And saw a minah kening and her mat boyfriend.
I noticed her looking my way
Minah: HE HE HE
Mat: Apa ni ketawa ketawa?
Minah: HE HE HE
Me: frak you biatch, go suck your boyfriend's ballz. (in my mind of course)
I hate mat minahs who wanna carik pasal with people.
Especially with ME.
And my family, don't even get me started.

LIST OF PEOPLE WHO MADE ME FEEL MISERABLE TODAY & REASONS WHY:
1) MY GRANDMOTHER
2) MY DAD
3) BIBIK AKA MAID AKA DOMESTIC WORKER AKA WINONA'S FULL- TIME BABYSITTER
4) MINAH KENING AND HER MAT BOYFRIEND (!!!)

k, let me start with #1:
I was eating otah-otah for breakfast and she called me "bodoh" cos i wasn't eating it with rice. I mean, it's my problem what i wanna eat!!! And 2 nights ago, she was talking with bibik bout me when they thought i was sleeping. (THEY WERE TALKING LIKE THEY WERE ACROSS THE ROOM FROM EACH OTHER OR SOMETHING) So, she was like, "Kenapa aku nya cucu ni bodoh sangat? Malam-malam nak main guitar"(translation: Why is my granddaughter so stupid? At night still wanna play guitar.) She was referring to me wanting to practice guitar for the ndp performance the next day. Holy shit i was fuming mad. So then i screamed, "BISING AH!!!!! (translation: noisy ah) GOD, they were friggin talking bout me behind my back -.- Literally, since i was on the bed and they were talking behind me.

#2:
He kept blabbering stuff about what i shouldn't eat blah blah blah later get sick blah blah don't let Winona go to the playground cos she already mandi. But i did bring Winona to the playground and bibik told my dad and my dad was gonna scold me gah BITCH

#3:
She should get nominated for "Most disliked person today".
Seriously, she didn't allow me to sleep beside Winona cos she won't drink her milk blah blah blah.
And she was like "GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK", "NOTHING TO DO ISSIT?" By the way, i'm translating everything she said cos most of them are in Malay. HELLOOOO, SHE'S MY DAMN SISTER. BUG OFF! -.-
Oh yeah, and she was the one who told bapak that i brought Winona to the playground.

As for #4, I've already talked about them.

Maybe i do have to get a life.

3 more days of misery.

Schmool.

Hi Munchkinlanders. Having a class performance in school tomorrow for National Day. And i'm meeting Izzy Ozzy after that yaaaaaaaay :-) The blisters on my fingertips are numb and painful at the same time. Makes sense, no? Anyhoos, I shall continue practicing now. Adios.

My life would suck without you

d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n
is awful.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
it's getting worse.
life sucks and then you die.
:|

Rah.

Howdy, posting my personal thoughts here is a bad idea.
Soooooooooo i'll just type in gibberish from now on.
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOW
r is so cacat.
sigh, bye.

I am...

TIRED.

Cronies

They're hard to come by. I rarely have them in my life, close ones anyway.

And most days, they say I'm too emo or anti-social. Well, that's just the way I am, and I need people who sincerely want to cheer me up, not just make some silly faces and expect me to be cheered up that easily.

If people can't accept that, I don't think we can ever get along well. I feel bloody used every time someone gets close to me cos their bestfriend didn't come to school or died someplace for a period of time and they suddenly ignore me and give me some fake-plastic smile when they have their bestfriend back.

It's just really hurtful and bitchy.

I'm not trying to start an argument or anything, I'm just voicing out how I feel towards what's happening around me and I can't take it anymore. And please don't just assume that you're the one I'm talking about. The other thing I can't stand is when a person you were close to suddenly drifts away from you (maybe purposely, who knows?) and suddenly hangs out with somebody else they weren't even close to before.

Ah, well I'm wasting time writing these useless thoughts. This is probably a hypothetical post. Half. Adios.

• Will be having Choir this whole week, hopefully, I won't die or anything.
  

a blog post

hi, i'm blogging again :O

hmm, i really don't know what i'm doing with myself... i mean, my results are shitty and my dad wants to have a long discussion with me on why my results are getting shittier by the year.

and my little sister has weird moodswings.

i shall continue blogging later, byeas.

I steal lightning boltz.

Hey thereee.

I'm watching Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief now..

(So wanna catch it in the cinemas but i know i'll miss it before i get to watch it just like the others)

I've been squealing ever since Logan Lerman appeared on screen. Yes, that's how hot he is to me.

Izzati came over just now and we talked about what's been happening in her life and it's sure a whole lotta stuff. I love listening to people's problems :) But yeah, I really hope everything works out for her. Izzati lurvesss sardine, hahahahaa :D

Oh crap! I have to buffer the whole movie again cos i left it for too long. Grr.

Am gonna do homework right after this (procrastinating doesn't help AT ALL)

Tomorrow's go-to-school-late day! W00t w00t.




♥

He reminds me a lot of Anthony Padilla from Smosh:

Anthony with shorter hair anyway. Couldn't find a pic of him with short hair ):

Adios! :)

Purr.

Hi omg i'm updating hahahahahaha.

Have been MIA since October last year...

Ah well, i've been good i guess :)

Winona just turned 2 yesterday and i had fun chopping veggies and unwrapping her presents.

School's been fine too but i really miss Pahang and the soft sand.

Everything's the same (yes, i'm procrastinating right this instant.)

Now, i shall let ya'll see what i look forward to watch once a week:


*squeals*

Cara & Kahlan

Kahlan's epic hair :D

HELL YEAH IT'S LEGEND OF THE SEEKER!!!
Oh, and credz to Silentwilight for the picspams :)
I've read Wizard's First Rule by Terry Goodkind and am now a quarter way through Stone of Tears. Love love love. Hahahahaha <3

UPDATE: Happy Chinese New Year!! (GONG XI FA CAI HONG BAO NA LAI) Lolz. :)

Adios amigos!