Sunday, September 22, 2013
I'm feeling rather pissed off at the moment. For no particular reason. I just am....which is weird cos there should be a reason behind everything. Not for me I guess. Why am I so annoyed at everything. Everyone. I need someone to talk to. People at home are pissing me off. I should be happy. But I'm not.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Tuesday
Well...you obviously don't give a shit about me. Why am I even bothering. Why am I even affected by this? As always, I'll just blame it on my raging hormones. It's all part of growing up.
It sucks how I have such great expectations of people I just met and at the end of the day, I'll just be a disappointed potato. It's ok though, all's well. I'll learn to accept things the way they are now.
It sucks how I have such great expectations of people I just met and at the end of the day, I'll just be a disappointed potato. It's ok though, all's well. I'll learn to accept things the way they are now.
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Confused
I'm not sure as to whether I like you or not. I don't know why I feel so jealous whenever it happens, but I just am. Life of a teenager with raging hormones.
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This week's been tolerable. We got to paint, that was pretty exciting.
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Tomorrow's Mother's Day. I hope you're doing well up there, Mama. I really wish I have some memories of you. I love you.
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This week's been tolerable. We got to paint, that was pretty exciting.
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Tomorrow's Mother's Day. I hope you're doing well up there, Mama. I really wish I have some memories of you. I love you.
Monday, May 06, 2013
Poly
It's so weird to know that I'm in poly already....TIME FLIES. One of my emo nemo days today sigh. I feel so bad for not being a reliable friend. Or maybe I'm just confused about what's going on in my life. Am I being too selfish? Hopefully not.
The first 2 weeks of school has been fine. My classmates are wonderful people and I hope that we'll stay as bonded as we already are at the moment. Poly is completely different from what I imagined it'd be like...much better to tell ya the truth. I thought that I'd be a loner in school, since I'm socially awkward and all. Thank God I met people who seem okay with my awkwardness and make me feel so welcomed in school.
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I hope you'll open up to me soon. Sorry I'm such an emotional beeyatch.
The first 2 weeks of school has been fine. My classmates are wonderful people and I hope that we'll stay as bonded as we already are at the moment. Poly is completely different from what I imagined it'd be like...much better to tell ya the truth. I thought that I'd be a loner in school, since I'm socially awkward and all. Thank God I met people who seem okay with my awkwardness and make me feel so welcomed in school.
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I hope you'll open up to me soon. Sorry I'm such an emotional beeyatch.
Friday, February 01, 2013
2013
I know it's already the 1st of February....but hey, happy new year!
Let's see.
My life is definitely not going how I planned it to. It's all due to my laziness and procrastination and all these DISTRACTIONS. Since O levels are over and I know what I'll be doing in the next 3 years, I wonder if I'll ever take matters into my own hands. I keep questioning myself from time to time: "Why didn't I start studying earlier?" and "Why are you such a lazy arse?"
I definitely knew what course I wanted ever since I was in primary school, which is mass comm. Heck, I knew how difficult it was to even ENTER that course since it's so popular amongst us teenagers. As years passed by, I started becoming complacent and thought: "Huh. I can sprint at the final stretch." I mean, I did study for my Os but at one point during the exams, I literally felt like giving up. Which I did, especially for science and POA.
At this point in time, I reconsidered all my options and decided to opt for culinary as my first few choices. I love baking and I do have experience in food & nutrition.
Imagine my disappointment when I found out that I missed that course by a mere point.
So here I am, hoping that the course they posted me to wouldn't be another reason to hate life.
Wish me luck x
Let's see.
My life is definitely not going how I planned it to. It's all due to my laziness and procrastination and all these DISTRACTIONS. Since O levels are over and I know what I'll be doing in the next 3 years, I wonder if I'll ever take matters into my own hands. I keep questioning myself from time to time: "Why didn't I start studying earlier?" and "Why are you such a lazy arse?"
I definitely knew what course I wanted ever since I was in primary school, which is mass comm. Heck, I knew how difficult it was to even ENTER that course since it's so popular amongst us teenagers. As years passed by, I started becoming complacent and thought: "Huh. I can sprint at the final stretch." I mean, I did study for my Os but at one point during the exams, I literally felt like giving up. Which I did, especially for science and POA.
At this point in time, I reconsidered all my options and decided to opt for culinary as my first few choices. I love baking and I do have experience in food & nutrition.
Imagine my disappointment when I found out that I missed that course by a mere point.
So here I am, hoping that the course they posted me to wouldn't be another reason to hate life.
Wish me luck x
Sunday, March 18, 2012
2012
First post of the year. I really do have to stop procrastinating :/ Considering the fact that school resumes tomorrow and I've yet to complete some (all, actually) homework. Oh and study. I wish that the past me was more hardworking so that I'd already be done with my secondary school education. Hi future me, stop being such a lazy arse and get to work now!
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
Here's another post to make up for all the time i've been MIA from here.
I'm actually looking forward to Thursday :)
Not tomorrow though, surely not tomorrow.
And I need a laptop/computer that'll actually allow me to complete my coursework (this laptop doesn't have Microsoft Word and i tried Open Office. It's great and all but it freaking screws around with my templates and doc format)
Anyhoos, yes i really hope+pray that i'll last through this week.
AND PLEASE, I REALLY *NEED* TO START STUDYING REGULARLY OMG don't be a lazy beetch.
I like Darren Criss so here's a picture of him to end the post:
Au revoir.
I'm actually looking forward to Thursday :)
Not tomorrow though, surely not tomorrow.
And I need a laptop/computer that'll actually allow me to complete my coursework (this laptop doesn't have Microsoft Word and i tried Open Office. It's great and all but it freaking screws around with my templates and doc format)
Anyhoos, yes i really hope+pray that i'll last through this week.
AND PLEASE, I REALLY *NEED* TO START STUDYING REGULARLY OMG don't be a lazy beetch.
I like Darren Criss so here's a picture of him to end the post:
Au revoir.
Sometimes I feel as if i don't deserve anything.
Maybe life would be better if there weren't things like electronics and other shenanigans to worry about. Just like today.
My mobile phone bill exceeded by $20 and my dad's gonna cut my allowance. I'd rather cut my entire phone line and go back to using prepaid than surviving with $5 the whole week. I hate being broke... sigh :/
That reminds me... I owe my best friend's sister $11 for HP, damn it.
Well, it was absolutely worth it but i sure hope that i'll be able to pay her back soon.
Here's something random I did after school today: I BAKED A FRIGGIN QUICHE LOL
It may seem like i've got too much time in my hands, but i'm merely procrastinating. I really should break this bad habit of mine. I shall have dinner now. Adios Puck :)
Maybe life would be better if there weren't things like electronics and other shenanigans to worry about. Just like today.
My mobile phone bill exceeded by $20 and my dad's gonna cut my allowance. I'd rather cut my entire phone line and go back to using prepaid than surviving with $5 the whole week. I hate being broke... sigh :/
That reminds me... I owe my best friend's sister $11 for HP, damn it.
Well, it was absolutely worth it but i sure hope that i'll be able to pay her back soon.
Here's something random I did after school today: I BAKED A FRIGGIN QUICHE LOL
It may seem like i've got too much time in my hands, but i'm merely procrastinating. I really should break this bad habit of mine. I shall have dinner now. Adios Puck :)
Monday, June 27, 2011
Friday, May 20, 2011
what the fat.
hi i'm blogging from school cos i'm fucking pissed bout my mid-year results. my english result was fucking horrible. like holy flying fuck...my english result is humiliating. gaaaaaah why must you do this to me!!! i've dropped 2 grades ever since last year partly due to the change of teacher. seriously...i don't know what to do anymore...i'm losing hope. my other subjects are even more atrocious. and the hurtful truth is that i actually put in more effort to study for this mid year exam compared to previous exams... urgh.......FUCK!
Friday, April 15, 2011
Sup
I've decided to start blogging again. Soooo howz you been Puck??? I actually miss typing and publishing redundant posts here hahahaa. Can't believe i'm already a sec 4 student, time really flies like whoooooosh~ K i don't know what else to blabber about. Sigh kucing :/ Don't know what to feel anymore. Goodnight.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Saturday, August 07, 2010
Highway to Hell
Today was fraking miserable.
I kept going in and out of the house cos i couldn't stand staying at home for 5 minutes.
Watched some strangers walking past me (wow that sounds psychotic)
And saw a minah kening and her mat boyfriend.
I noticed her looking my way
Minah: HE HE HE
Mat: Apa ni ketawa ketawa?
Minah: HE HE HE
Me: frak you biatch, go suck your boyfriend's ballz. (in my mind of course)
I hate mat minahs who wanna carik pasal with people.
Especially with ME.
And my family, don't even get me started.
LIST OF PEOPLE WHO MADE ME FEEL MISERABLE TODAY & REASONS WHY:
1) MY GRANDMOTHER
2) MY DAD
3) BIBIK AKA MAID AKA DOMESTIC WORKER AKA WINONA'S FULL- TIME BABYSITTER
4) MINAH KENING AND HER MAT BOYFRIEND (!!!)
k, let me start with #1:
I was eating otah-otah for breakfast and she called me "bodoh" cos i wasn't eating it with rice. I mean, it's my problem what i wanna eat!!! And 2 nights ago, she was talking with bibik bout me when they thought i was sleeping. (THEY WERE TALKING LIKE THEY WERE ACROSS THE ROOM FROM EACH OTHER OR SOMETHING) So, she was like, "Kenapa aku nya cucu ni bodoh sangat? Malam-malam nak main guitar"(translation: Why is my granddaughter so stupid? At night still wanna play guitar.) She was referring to me wanting to practice guitar for the ndp performance the next day. Holy shit i was fuming mad. So then i screamed, "BISING AH!!!!! (translation: noisy ah) GOD, they were friggin talking bout me behind my back -.- Literally, since i was on the bed and they were talking behind me.
#2:
He kept blabbering stuff about what i shouldn't eat blah blah blah later get sick blah blah don't let Winona go to the playground cos she already mandi. But i did bring Winona to the playground and bibik told my dad and my dad was gonna scold me gah BITCH
#3:
She should get nominated for "Most disliked person today".
Seriously, she didn't allow me to sleep beside Winona cos she won't drink her milk blah blah blah.
And she was like "GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK", "NOTHING TO DO ISSIT?" By the way, i'm translating everything she said cos most of them are in Malay. HELLOOOO, SHE'S MY DAMN SISTER. BUG OFF! -.-
Oh yeah, and she was the one who told bapak that i brought Winona to the playground.
As for #4, I've already talked about them.
Maybe i do have to get a life.
3 more days of misery.
I kept going in and out of the house cos i couldn't stand staying at home for 5 minutes.
Watched some strangers walking past me (wow that sounds psychotic)
And saw a minah kening and her mat boyfriend.
I noticed her looking my way
Minah: HE HE HE
Mat: Apa ni ketawa ketawa?
Minah: HE HE HE
Me: frak you biatch, go suck your boyfriend's ballz. (in my mind of course)
I hate mat minahs who wanna carik pasal with people.
Especially with ME.
And my family, don't even get me started.
LIST OF PEOPLE WHO MADE ME FEEL MISERABLE TODAY & REASONS WHY:
1) MY GRANDMOTHER
2) MY DAD
3) BIBIK AKA MAID AKA DOMESTIC WORKER AKA WINONA'S FULL- TIME BABYSITTER
4) MINAH KENING AND HER MAT BOYFRIEND (!!!)
k, let me start with #1:
I was eating otah-otah for breakfast and she called me "bodoh" cos i wasn't eating it with rice. I mean, it's my problem what i wanna eat!!! And 2 nights ago, she was talking with bibik bout me when they thought i was sleeping. (THEY WERE TALKING LIKE THEY WERE ACROSS THE ROOM FROM EACH OTHER OR SOMETHING) So, she was like, "Kenapa aku nya cucu ni bodoh sangat? Malam-malam nak main guitar"(translation: Why is my granddaughter so stupid? At night still wanna play guitar.) She was referring to me wanting to practice guitar for the ndp performance the next day. Holy shit i was fuming mad. So then i screamed, "BISING AH!!!!! (translation: noisy ah) GOD, they were friggin talking bout me behind my back -.- Literally, since i was on the bed and they were talking behind me.
#2:
He kept blabbering stuff about what i shouldn't eat blah blah blah later get sick blah blah don't let Winona go to the playground cos she already mandi. But i did bring Winona to the playground and bibik told my dad and my dad was gonna scold me gah BITCH
#3:
She should get nominated for "Most disliked person today".
Seriously, she didn't allow me to sleep beside Winona cos she won't drink her milk blah blah blah.
And she was like "GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK", "NOTHING TO DO ISSIT?" By the way, i'm translating everything she said cos most of them are in Malay. HELLOOOO, SHE'S MY DAMN SISTER. BUG OFF! -.-
Oh yeah, and she was the one who told bapak that i brought Winona to the playground.
As for #4, I've already talked about them.
Maybe i do have to get a life.
3 more days of misery.
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