And most days, they say I'm too emo or anti-social. Well, that's just the way I am, and I need people who sincerely want to cheer me up, not just make some silly faces and expect me to be cheered up that easily.
If people can't accept that, I don't think we can ever get along well. I feel bloody used every time someone gets close to me cos their bestfriend didn't come to school or died someplace for a period of time and they suddenly ignore me and give me some fake-plastic smile when they have their bestfriend back.
It's just really hurtful and bitchy.
I'm not trying to start an argument or anything, I'm just voicing out how I feel towards what's happening around me and I can't take it anymore. And please don't just assume that you're the one I'm talking about. The other thing I can't stand is when a person you were close to suddenly drifts away from you (maybe purposely, who knows?) and suddenly hangs out with somebody else they weren't even close to before.
Ah, well I'm wasting time writing these useless thoughts. This is probably a hypothetical post. Half. Adios.
- Will be having Choir this whole week, hopefully, I won't die or anything.
