I HAVE A REASON WHY I DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOOL TODAY.
I just found out that my grandfather passed away...
Either today or yesterday..but i guess it must be today[12/7/07].
His was a problem of "CANCER".
First my late mom, now him?
&& btw, he's my stepmom's dad.but i'm still equally sad, even though i don't really know him and my late mom THAT well.
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYOHWHYWHYWHYWHY.
i think i'm going out at 10 for the funeral?
could it be that fast??
-.- i can't think of anything straight right now, bye.

!!!

i NEED a body guard.OMG laa...i got stalked by this crazy HITAM man just now...EEEEEE. SCARY SIALLS...oh, sorry, don't bother about my bad language. ARGHHHHH. that stalker was following me from the bench on the circle corner beside my block with his "MAT-MOTOR-ISH" friends! he, he doesn't even deserve to be called HE.So then, IT kept staring at me, so i decided to walk somewhere "crowded" with people. && that place was the bus stop. He was still staring at me, so i hid behind somebody's body. I decided that he didn't bother about me already, so i ran to my block and took the nearest lift, which was the one that i had to walk quite a long way to my house. I RAN ALL THE WAY TO MY DOOR AND LATCHED ALL THE LOCKS AFTER COMING IN. YARGHHH.I really think that it is unnecessary for men with nothing to do to STALK school girls like me. ERGHH. i was damn frightened laa..all i've gotta say to assholes like that is "GET A DAMN PROPER LIFE!" i hope IT doesn't come stalking me again. btw, i just came back from wisma's hse with Annisa. we watched 200 pound beauty and played with SHA-SHA the cat. damn furry and cute laa! haha. ok, not the right time to laugh, i know. I NEED A BODY GUARD!

at last someone came home!
nyehehehhehehehehhh.
o,my, kakak dhaniah and i could carry each other.
HAHAHA.
i'm watching "Be strong, Geum Soon" on Channel U. Did i spell it correctly?
i don't know...wakakakakasss.
*cough,cough*
i better take my Lemsip MAX now.
G'NIGHT x3

i've been watching vids on youtube.
mostly of avril lavigne, her background singers sucked on ellen.
&& at last it's friday.
yawwnnn...my sis is going out with her friend soon,
and i will be alone again.
nvm, i'll just watch tyra or read my meg cabot book i borrowed from my cousin.
better go clean up now, GOODBYE! (:

I FEEL SICK. SO SICK. JUST SICK.
I HAVE CAUGHT LE' BUG.
I JUST FEEL LIKE HAVING A REST.
G'NIGHT<3

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my temporary maid does ask ALOT of questions that are already damn obvious.
i can't stand it!
&& wisma, here's the update okayyy?
i actually forgot that i had mt supp. class tomorrow.
but oh well, i'll be going to the hospital anyway.
need to send my granpa for a check-up at 8.30 am.
blueks, i have to wake up at 7 am mannn!
YAY. I GET TO SKIP MY MT CLASS! THAT'S THE WORST CLASS EVER FOR ME THIS YEAR.
but my classmates are doing a meeting to discuss something for mdm zaidah's belated b'day on friday. i better go off now! g'bye(:

it seems like this sleepover isn't getting any fun.
my cousins keep fighting and crying and it bugs me out.
the maid is trying to get me to eat over the dinner table now, and i was kinda eaves-dropping over the staircase. one of my younger cousins said," bibik,why you give lina so much food on the plate?". and this was her reply,"because she FAT what...".
cousin: "HA-HA-HA." Sheesh, that really upsetted me. Doesn't mean fat people eat ALOT right? RIGHT?RIGHT? EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ALL THE PEOPLE HERE ARE BUGGING ME OUT! BTW, I'M AT WOODLANDS. AND THE ATMOSPHERE HERE SUCKS. :(
i miss bedok for all i care<3 even though there's nothing to do there.

i'll be staying at my cousin's house for A DAY only. HMMPH. My father is sooo annoying. He keeps telling me that i can't go anywhere because he wants to go through my homework with me. YEAH,RIGHT. Everyday when he comes home, he'll be sitting in front of his laptop and do this Forex thing to get US money. And he will be like,"Alah,go ask your sister la, can't you see i'm busy? GO AWAY!" ERGHH. Irritating BANGET. Whateverla...goodbye(:

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Here's some pics from yesterday!(:
Went to Natasha's hse with Syafika to watch Shrek 3 yesterday, it was HILARIOUS.
After which we went to the PG behind her block...FUNFUNFUN! Gdbye, more chores to do(:

<3

PROMISE;

What you think about this?
I been holding it in now I'm letting it flow
What you think about this?
I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so
Don't tell me how its gonna be
On my own
And the thing of it is
There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss
Cause you're holding me down
I just wanna fly
There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

There's a voice in my head
Telling me come on, come on, move on
There's a voice in my head
Telling me I know my right from wrong
They say what doesn't kill you can
Make you strong
Now I know what it means
You can try to bend but you ain't breakin my dreams
I'll be making mistakes
Comin up at a loss
I'll be tumbling down
But Like MC shake it off
I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss
Of me, myself, and I

And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

I'll keep movin even when the beat is gone (I will)
I'll keep doin what i got to do to carry on (I will)
So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly
and the time has come and gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

hello.
i love afiq, that cutie! <3<3
he's my baby cousin,so don't get me wrong(:
i'm gonna be a couch potato this whole month + some studies.
bye<3

Happy Mumsy Day!(:

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMIES OUT THERE!

THEY ROCK! <3 HEHE.

YAY!
AT LAST.
I changed my blogskin! and url.
cos' grrl-next-door sounds stupid.
and so does my current one.
LOL.
whatever.
I'M HAPPY!(:
haven't told anybody to update their links yet.
oh, but whatsoever!
heheheheheheeeee!
umm...i forgot about the details that i wanted to give you all yesterday.
oh,yeah, i got 70/90 for my malay! er.
one of the lowest i guess.heh.
quite dissapointed with my eng.
well, i don't wanna destroy my happy mood now! (:
LOVE YOU GUYYSSS! <3<3<3

i'm sleepy,gd'night. i'll explain the details tomorrow(:

pooh.

*sigh.*

Tomorrow's my oral and NAPHA test.

&& my dad was asking me what NAPHA stands for. How the heck would I know?

I HATE NAPHA AND ORAL.

&& my stupid hair keeps irritating me.

I went to the library with Fitria just now (...)

&& I haven't revise on my oral.

I'm scared. Especially for my malay oral.

HATEhate.

I wanna read a good book now, Byebye(:

Find out what NAPHA stands for (for me) if you want to. <3

<3

OoOoO.
Kakak Wirna bought "Heart" the movie!!
It was touching...( I burst into tears in one part. wakakakas. )
I cut-ed my hair to shoulder length too. Quite short las.
&& Kakak Shila made macaroni with tomato sauce, unfortunately, it was quite hard and I got muak all over and couldn't finish eating it. wakakakas!
I wanted to put the pics on Kakak Wirna's b'day,but unfortunately, its loading is too slow.
heheh!
I've got to go now. *muacks!* Byebyes(:

b'day

Yesterday was Kakak Wirna's 19th Birthday. We went to Swensen's to eat. And I got too bloated. I ate the chicken and rice covered with cheese thingie and got muak all over by then. Then we ate ice-cream cake! delicious! mango-tango flavoured. You guys should try it some time for your birthday. heheks. I didn't buy a proper present for my sis, but I gave her a small notebook which I got from Annisa's b'day party last time. hehe. Ouh,no, I have to go to religious class tomorrow morning. I got to go now, byebye(: .

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What's wrong with people these days? SHEESH.

Anyway, the lasagne my cousins made was delicious. (:



Katherine Mcphee- Over It. (:

Today was suppose to be a "HAPPY" day for Mrs Goh, but I wasn't. Someone made me all moody inside. That idiot person. Sheesh. Some of my classmates went to buy a cake, but I didn't eat it. 'Cause I already lost my appetite. Even Mdm Zaidah said, " Are you okay?Do you need to talk to me about something? " I myself am not sure what the "something" was, so I just shook my head.Did I look like I was crying? I don't think so, but some of my classmates asked whether I was "OKAY" or not. No, I wasn't OKAY. I didn't know what was wrong with me. Anyway, today was international friendship day, and added along with another crappy performance. I'm tired, byebye. :/ <3