Highway to Hell

♥ yesterday


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Today was fraking miserable.
I kept going in and out of the house cos i couldn't stand staying at home for 5 minutes.
Watched some strangers walking past me (wow that sounds psychotic)
And saw a minah kening and her mat boyfriend.
I noticed her looking my way
Minah: HE HE HE
Mat: Apa ni ketawa ketawa?
Minah: HE HE HE
Me: frak you biatch, go suck your boyfriend's ballz. (in my mind of course)
I hate mat minahs who wanna carik pasal with people.
Especially with ME.
And my family, don't even get me started.

LIST OF PEOPLE WHO MADE ME FEEL MISERABLE TODAY & REASONS WHY:
1) MY GRANDMOTHER
2) MY DAD
3) BIBIK AKA MAID AKA DOMESTIC WORKER AKA WINONA'S FULL- TIME BABYSITTER
4) MINAH KENING AND HER MAT BOYFRIEND (!!!)

k, let me start with #1:
I was eating otah-otah for breakfast and she called me "bodoh" cos i wasn't eating it with rice. I mean, it's my problem what i wanna eat!!! And 2 nights ago, she was talking with bibik bout me when they thought i was sleeping. (THEY WERE TALKING LIKE THEY WERE ACROSS THE ROOM FROM EACH OTHER OR SOMETHING) So, she was like, "Kenapa aku nya cucu ni bodoh sangat? Malam-malam nak main guitar"(translation: Why is my granddaughter so stupid? At night still wanna play guitar.) She was referring to me wanting to practice guitar for the ndp performance the next day. Holy shit i was fuming mad. So then i screamed, "BISING AH!!!!! (translation: noisy ah) GOD, they were friggin talking bout me behind my back -.- Literally, since i was on the bed and they were talking behind me.

#2:
He kept blabbering stuff about what i shouldn't eat blah blah blah later get sick blah blah don't let Winona go to the playground cos she already mandi. But i did bring Winona to the playground and bibik told my dad and my dad was gonna scold me gah BITCH

#3:
She should get nominated for "Most disliked person today".
Seriously, she didn't allow me to sleep beside Winona cos she won't drink her milk blah blah blah.
And she was like "GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK", "NOTHING TO DO ISSIT?" By the way, i'm translating everything she said cos most of them are in Malay. HELLOOOO, SHE'S MY DAMN SISTER. BUG OFF! -.-
Oh yeah, and she was the one who told bapak that i brought Winona to the playground.

As for #4, I've already talked about them.

Maybe i do have to get a life.

3 more days of misery.

Schmool.

Hi Munchkinlanders. Having a class performance in school tomorrow for National Day. And i'm meeting Izzy Ozzy after that yaaaaaaaay :-) The blisters on my fingertips are numb and painful at the same time. Makes sense, no? Anyhoos, I shall continue practicing now. Adios.

My life would suck without you

d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n
is awful.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
it's getting worse.
life sucks and then you die.
:|

Rah.

Howdy, posting my personal thoughts here is a bad idea.
Soooooooooo i'll just type in gibberish from now on.
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOW
r is so cacat.
sigh, bye.

I am...

TIRED.

Cronies

They're hard to come by. I rarely have them in my life, close ones anyway.

And most days, they say I'm too emo or anti-social. Well, that's just the way I am, and I need people who sincerely want to cheer me up, not just make some silly faces and expect me to be cheered up that easily.

If people can't accept that, I don't think we can ever get along well. I feel bloody used every time someone gets close to me cos their bestfriend didn't come to school or died someplace for a period of time and they suddenly ignore me and give me some fake-plastic smile when they have their bestfriend back.

It's just really hurtful and bitchy.

I'm not trying to start an argument or anything, I'm just voicing out how I feel towards what's happening around me and I can't take it anymore. And please don't just assume that you're the one I'm talking about. The other thing I can't stand is when a person you were close to suddenly drifts away from you (maybe purposely, who knows?) and suddenly hangs out with somebody else they weren't even close to before.

Ah, well I'm wasting time writing these useless thoughts. This is probably a hypothetical post. Half. Adios.

• Will be having Choir this whole week, hopefully, I won't die or anything.
  

a blog post

hi, i'm blogging again :O

hmm, i really don't know what i'm doing with myself... i mean, my results are shitty and my dad wants to have a long discussion with me on why my results are getting shittier by the year.

and my little sister has weird moodswings.

i shall continue blogging later, byeas.

I steal lightning boltz.

Hey thereee.

I'm watching Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief now..

(So wanna catch it in the cinemas but i know i'll miss it before i get to watch it just like the others)

I've been squealing ever since Logan Lerman appeared on screen. Yes, that's how hot he is to me.

Izzati came over just now and we talked about what's been happening in her life and it's sure a whole lotta stuff. I love listening to people's problems :) But yeah, I really hope everything works out for her. Izzati lurvesss sardine, hahahahaa :D

Oh crap! I have to buffer the whole movie again cos i left it for too long. Grr.

Am gonna do homework right after this (procrastinating doesn't help AT ALL)

Tomorrow's go-to-school-late day! W00t w00t.




♥

He reminds me a lot of Anthony Padilla from Smosh:

Anthony with shorter hair anyway. Couldn't find a pic of him with short hair ):

Adios! :)

Purr.

Hi omg i'm updating hahahahahaha.

Have been MIA since October last year...

Ah well, i've been good i guess :)

Winona just turned 2 yesterday and i had fun chopping veggies and unwrapping her presents.

School's been fine too but i really miss Pahang and the soft sand.

Everything's the same (yes, i'm procrastinating right this instant.)

Now, i shall let ya'll see what i look forward to watch once a week:


*squeals*

Cara & Kahlan

Kahlan's epic hair :D

HELL YEAH IT'S LEGEND OF THE SEEKER!!!
Oh, and credz to Silentwilight for the picspams :)
I've read Wizard's First Rule by Terry Goodkind and am now a quarter way through Stone of Tears. Love love love. Hahahahaha <3

UPDATE: Happy Chinese New Year!! (GONG XI FA CAI HONG BAO NA LAI) Lolz. :)

Adios amigos!

i am so damn pissed off now...
my dad just gave me a lecture.
i so shouldn't have brought up the topic on taking mass comm in poly.
pffffffffffffffft.

crazier.

you lift my feet off the ground, you spin me around...you make me crazier crazier.
F chord is killing me.
imy.

today's my lucky day, kind of.
I GOT TO BORROW PRINCESS FOREVER FROM THE LIBRARY WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
omg i sound so girlie -.- but yeah i do like the princess diaries series. :) and it's the last book!
ohkaaaaay, enough. i had teachers day rehearsal today and i practically suck at choking for "stand by me". i kept thinking, maybe i shall go solo and play "you belong with me" instead. hahahahaha. i don't have much to write about, since nothing practically interesting has happened these past few days. except if you count MASS CIP as interesting, then sure. i went asking apeks and ah mas whether they wanted to donate to the president's challenge. and i kept calling this nenek a makcik and she got irritated with me and said, "Nenek lah, bukan makcik". Okok fine, you don't want to be referred to as a younger woman then fine, be that way. and i saw a few ex-schoolmates too :D i saw Mdm Zaidah yesterday! while walking back home :D the principals at BGPS are both women now hahahahaha. (women rule or what?) OH YAAA! i have a pet rabbit now. Kakak Wirna found it at Pasir Ris Park. It was abondoned at some mangrove and she brought it home. I remember i had to set up the cage and all. Bibit is huge :O More next time!

Why can't she just leave me alone? -.-
Mofo.

tom fishelton.

I♥TOM FELTON!
so miffed.
very very very.
BLEH *PULLS HAIR FROM SCALP*
i just can't explain it well.
firstly, i'm flunking most of my class tests and i'll probably be dead by the end of this year.
oh and secondly, i can't bring friends home without my parent's permission, even if my friend urgently wants to pee or poop.
third? i'm running out of time. i mean who knows when i'm gonna die. and i still have tons of maths tuition homework to do by this Sunday (or is it Saturday?) which i'm still not so sure how to do. so you know why i'm sitting here and wasting time.
NOTE TO SELF: "BUY GRAPH PAPER!!!!!!!"
ok so, i have CIP at the Jamiyah Old Folks' Home tomorrow, which i'm kinda nervous about cuz i'm pretty sure the Malay oldies won't understand me (my Bahasa is horrendous)
i'll try my best to mix my English and Malay together *properly* when necessary :)
Choir's resumed and i've started standing in front of the whole choir again, which is kinda dumb of me cos i don't talk or anything since Dessy does most of the talking :D i'm not blaming you! don't misunderstand moi hahaha. So yeah, most of the time, i'll be standing there
like an idiot and demonstrating all the warm-ups and glaring at people who are talking and *once in a while* get them to SHUT THE FLICKIN' HELL UP. *takes a deeeeeeeep breath* that's how i work man ;D i have tons of white hair omigosh. Ariel pulled some off my head in the bus just now. very awkward and gross scene but Ariel tells me that she actually enjoys plucking off my ol' granny hairs outta my scalp. I collected all of 'em and it turned out to look like a black&white hairball from a cat. pretty disgusting. sorry you had to read that (if anyone even reads this zombified blog) i'm gonna look for a cheerful blogskin, maybe with Taylor Swift on it since i'm stuck to "YOU BELONG WITH MEEEE". hahahaha. OH YEAH, i saw the full eclipse on channel newsasia, pretty darn cool. and it only occurs every 100 years or so? my dad says we should stay away from the beach during the eclipse cuz a tsunami might come by and kill bikini bottom. Even if the tsunami does happen, Singapore would be totally submerged and we would find a new habitat underwater and i can live with dolphins. Adios pee-pol :D

paperbag.

hi there.
i feel like full-time blogging again. sadly, my computer's permanently damaged and i have to count on my sisters' laptops to be switched on while they're out. let's talk about yesterday. i had muscle spasm and it's the scariest feeling ever. i had to go home during break cuz my dad skipped work to take a taxi to my school. very sweet of him. we went to the doctor and she said that muscle spasm is caused by stress. problem was, i wasn't feeling stressed at that time, AT ALL. i was just writing down notes and i felt a sharp pain in my chest when i tried to breathe. so i told Pei Lin that i thought i was having an asthma attack, which was false cause my asthma is very mild, according to my dad (i wheeze when i'm sick)
oh yes, the randomest thing was, i went to the zoo today. yes, on a school day. my dad took leave today cuz he was feeling unwell too. WE SAW POLAR BEARS :D and omg, the pony stables stunk of goat poo and urine (er-lack a pongoes) hahaha. i just got informed by PL that i missed out alot on art :/ and i have to do an essay on my neighbourhood by tonight. aye aye. ooooh, lady gaga's new song isn't techno-mr-roboto sounding, weird. it sounds like an ordinary song about a relationship, indeed. i wonder what caused the change in genre? ah, poo, there's something wrong with the embedding. here's the link if you're curious: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1A4O479Ixt0 i guess i gotta go now. g'bye lovely people :)

heyyaaaa.

i just wanted to say,

RIP, MICHAEL JACKSON :(

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
i ammmmmmmmmm singing agaaaaaaaaaaain.
its one in a million the chance is a feeling the way we dooooooo.
huh?
lol k bye.

my name is darlina

ok today was a double with knobs lazy and awkward day.
kakak wirna lost her handphone omg.
and my history exam and malay paper 1 is tomorrow.
and i haven't finished studying my history.
oh no. and now im helping my sis search for her hp.
maybe its inside the laundry basket.
k bye.

I AM IN LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (w/ this song) <3

watching Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging and found out about this song.

Oh, and I saw the music v. on Channel News Asia too :D