ADORABLE :)

Today was bearable.
What I find annoying, though? I come home everyday feeling like a freakin' zombie.
This will then lead to me NOT studying, thus, leaving me as dumb as ever...
School should be on every alternate days. I'd be the happiest girl in the world :)
xoxo muggles of the WWW.

I am so very exhausted.....LESSON LEARNT: NEVER STARVE YOURSELF BEFORE TAKING AN EXAM/TEST/BLAH OR YOU'LL BE AS DAFT AS A DINGBAT AND FORGET EVERY FORMULA YOU HAVE LEARNT. Sayonara.

Here's another post to make up for all the time i've been MIA from here.
I'm actually looking forward to Thursday :)
Not tomorrow though, surely not tomorrow.
And I need a laptop/computer that'll actually allow me to complete my coursework (this laptop doesn't have Microsoft Word and i tried Open Office. It's great and all but it freaking screws around with my templates and doc format)
Anyhoos, yes i really hope+pray that i'll last through this week.
AND PLEASE, I REALLY *NEED* TO START STUDYING REGULARLY OMG don't be a lazy beetch.
I like Darren Criss so here's a picture of him to end the post:

Au revoir.

Sometimes I feel as if i don't deserve anything.
Maybe life would be better if there weren't things like electronics and other shenanigans to worry about. Just like today.
My mobile phone bill exceeded by $20 and my dad's gonna cut my allowance. I'd rather cut my entire phone line and go back to using prepaid than surviving with $5 the whole week. I hate being broke... sigh :/
That reminds me... I owe my best friend's sister $11 for HP, damn it.
Well, it was absolutely worth it but i sure hope that i'll be able to pay her back soon.
Here's something random I did after school today: I BAKED A FRIGGIN QUICHE LOL
It may seem like i've got too much time in my hands, but i'm merely procrastinating. I really should break this bad habit of mine. I shall have dinner now. Adios Puck :)

dude what the hell. why can't you reply to a freakin simple message so that i can focus on other things huh huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhh?

bitch you don't know a single thing bout me k so gtfo or shut up.

HARROW KBYE.

what the fat.

hi i'm blogging from school cos i'm fucking pissed bout my mid-year results. my english result was fucking horrible. like holy flying fuck...my english result is humiliating. gaaaaaah why must you do this to me!!! i've dropped 2 grades ever since last year partly due to the change of teacher. seriously...i don't know what to do anymore...i'm losing hope. my other subjects are even more atrocious. and the hurtful truth is that i actually put in more effort to study for this mid year exam compared to previous exams... urgh.......FUCK!

FUCK MY BORING LIFE. _|_

Well HARROW THAR. I AM GOING NUTZ STUDYING SS GAAAH :(

Sup

I've decided to start blogging again. Soooo howz you been Puck??? I actually miss typing and publishing redundant posts here hahahaa. Can't believe i'm already a sec 4 student, time really flies like whoooooosh~  K i don't know what else to blabber about. Sigh kucing :/ Don't know what to feel anymore. Goodnight.

kucing.

Thanks for caring :)

Highway to Hell

♥ yesterday


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Today was fraking miserable.
I kept going in and out of the house cos i couldn't stand staying at home for 5 minutes.
Watched some strangers walking past me (wow that sounds psychotic)
And saw a minah kening and her mat boyfriend.
I noticed her looking my way
Minah: HE HE HE
Mat: Apa ni ketawa ketawa?
Minah: HE HE HE
Me: frak you biatch, go suck your boyfriend's ballz. (in my mind of course)
I hate mat minahs who wanna carik pasal with people.
Especially with ME.
And my family, don't even get me started.

LIST OF PEOPLE WHO MADE ME FEEL MISERABLE TODAY & REASONS WHY:
1) MY GRANDMOTHER
2) MY DAD
3) BIBIK AKA MAID AKA DOMESTIC WORKER AKA WINONA'S FULL- TIME BABYSITTER
4) MINAH KENING AND HER MAT BOYFRIEND (!!!)

k, let me start with #1:
I was eating otah-otah for breakfast and she called me "bodoh" cos i wasn't eating it with rice. I mean, it's my problem what i wanna eat!!! And 2 nights ago, she was talking with bibik bout me when they thought i was sleeping. (THEY WERE TALKING LIKE THEY WERE ACROSS THE ROOM FROM EACH OTHER OR SOMETHING) So, she was like, "Kenapa aku nya cucu ni bodoh sangat? Malam-malam nak main guitar"(translation: Why is my granddaughter so stupid? At night still wanna play guitar.) She was referring to me wanting to practice guitar for the ndp performance the next day. Holy shit i was fuming mad. So then i screamed, "BISING AH!!!!! (translation: noisy ah) GOD, they were friggin talking bout me behind my back -.- Literally, since i was on the bed and they were talking behind me.

#2:
He kept blabbering stuff about what i shouldn't eat blah blah blah later get sick blah blah don't let Winona go to the playground cos she already mandi. But i did bring Winona to the playground and bibik told my dad and my dad was gonna scold me gah BITCH

#3:
She should get nominated for "Most disliked person today".
Seriously, she didn't allow me to sleep beside Winona cos she won't drink her milk blah blah blah.
And she was like "GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK", "NOTHING TO DO ISSIT?" By the way, i'm translating everything she said cos most of them are in Malay. HELLOOOO, SHE'S MY DAMN SISTER. BUG OFF! -.-
Oh yeah, and she was the one who told bapak that i brought Winona to the playground.

As for #4, I've already talked about them.

Maybe i do have to get a life.

3 more days of misery.

Schmool.

Hi Munchkinlanders. Having a class performance in school tomorrow for National Day. And i'm meeting Izzy Ozzy after that yaaaaaaaay :-) The blisters on my fingertips are numb and painful at the same time. Makes sense, no? Anyhoos, I shall continue practicing now. Adios.

My life would suck without you

d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n
is awful.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
it's getting worse.
life sucks and then you die.
:|

Rah.

Howdy, posting my personal thoughts here is a bad idea.
Soooooooooo i'll just type in gibberish from now on.
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOW
r is so cacat.
sigh, bye.

I am...

TIRED.

Cronies

They're hard to come by. I rarely have them in my life, close ones anyway.

And most days, they say I'm too emo or anti-social. Well, that's just the way I am, and I need people who sincerely want to cheer me up, not just make some silly faces and expect me to be cheered up that easily.

If people can't accept that, I don't think we can ever get along well. I feel bloody used every time someone gets close to me cos their bestfriend didn't come to school or died someplace for a period of time and they suddenly ignore me and give me some fake-plastic smile when they have their bestfriend back.

It's just really hurtful and bitchy.

I'm not trying to start an argument or anything, I'm just voicing out how I feel towards what's happening around me and I can't take it anymore. And please don't just assume that you're the one I'm talking about. The other thing I can't stand is when a person you were close to suddenly drifts away from you (maybe purposely, who knows?) and suddenly hangs out with somebody else they weren't even close to before.

Ah, well I'm wasting time writing these useless thoughts. This is probably a hypothetical post. Half. Adios.

• Will be having Choir this whole week, hopefully, I won't die or anything.